I Remember Most of My Dreams

Last night I saw an old friend of mine, a boy I had a crush on and middle school and then reconnected with after high school. We were involved briefly but it fell apart because I still wasn't over my ex. It was so nice to see him in my dreams though. We were on our way to play some sort of virtual first person shooter and I demanded he be on my team. I actually hugged him and claimed him and it felt so real. It felt amazing to be in his arms again. Loved. Wanted. Safe. But at the same time, we did nothing but argue and fight over absolutely nothing the last time I saw him in person, lol. Still miss him though. I thought about messaging him. It'd probably be pointless though since I live across the country.