I Have An Obsession

I am a diagnosed OCD and I am facing a situation these days that has fed my depression and anxiety to higher levels. Getting all those texts, Angry as hell at that time, Still have a bad taste in my mouth. Everyone thinks that its gonna be alright but I keep on looking at their faces, Trying to read their minds which reflect their deep insecurities. They are all in a kind of ambiguity. But I am the one is sure about my obsessions. I dont know if they are going to happen or not but indeed they have been keeping me in a hell kind of situation. I want to run away from it but I can't and to face everything thats going to happen next is the only option left with me.