I Have An Obsession

I work with this guy, no big deal right. But I am obsessed with them we are both gay. He is hot as hell yet he downs himself all the time on his looks. He has the most beautiful personality of anyone I know. He has been a friend since we meet but I want to be more tha just friends. I want him so much but he does not want to be with anyone from past conversations we have had about dating people. I want to make a move on him but at the same I don't want to hurt what we already have. We are good friends and I don't want the risk of losing that if I where to ask and he say no. I have known him for like to say 2 months and i have fallen for him I love him. I would do anything to make them happy.

I try my best to show I care very much about them but at the same time try to keep myself from loving them more. It is hard for me to let go and move on when they are always their for me. They constantly give me reasons to love them. They constantly show me I am worth something they show me how to live. They show me what all the bullies from middle and high school said I would not be or not live long enough to see.

I want to call him mine when someone ask who I am dating.