I Think My Family Has Secrets

I know they do, and did, for those who died. And I can't communicate with the dead.

Sarcasm apart, I searched for answers for a long time, there were times when it was all consuming and destructive for me. I had to slow down.

I try to tell myself it doesn't matter if I don't have answers, but that would be a lie, so I live with it.

However, it doesn't kill that feeling of alienation, or that trust gone.