I Feel That The Older I Am, The More I Reflect On My Past
It's not that often that I really reflect on my past these days. But whenever I do... damn does it bite me in the ass.
What really gets to me, is how different everything was 2 or 3 years ago, as opposed to now. Lots of things changed for the worse since then, some things changed a bit for the better. Lets jump back to 3 years ago. I was still in middle school nearing my start of high school, my grandmother was still alive, EP was still around and was nearing it's peak, and the internet was an overall different place 3 years ago... so much has happened since then. It's almost hard to move forward. Because not only are the times different, but so are people, too... I feel so distant from world whenever I reflect. I feel like things will never ever be what they used to be.. and it saddens me. I truly hope the world becomes a better place in the upcoming years, or at least a little bit like it used to be a few years ago.. If not... then what is an Empath like me supposed to do? :S
What really gets to me, is how different everything was 2 or 3 years ago, as opposed to now. Lots of things changed for the worse since then, some things changed a bit for the better. Lets jump back to 3 years ago. I was still in middle school nearing my start of high school, my grandmother was still alive, EP was still around and was nearing it's peak, and the internet was an overall different place 3 years ago... so much has happened since then. It's almost hard to move forward. Because not only are the times different, but so are people, too... I feel so distant from world whenever I reflect. I feel like things will never ever be what they used to be.. and it saddens me. I truly hope the world becomes a better place in the upcoming years, or at least a little bit like it used to be a few years ago.. If not... then what is an Empath like me supposed to do? :S
26-30, M
