I Have Had Bad Medical Experiences

I woke during surgery in 2007. It was 30 minutes of hell, my worst fear come to life. Afterward was hell too. PTSD changes your very brain chemistry, and as a result of my Awareness, I acquired it. It's taken years of therapy and hard work on my part to make it this far. Nowadays, whebI think of that event and other things I've survived, this quote comes to mind; "If God never gives us more than we can handle, then God must think I'm a bad***!!"