I Am More Of The Suffer In Silence Type

So after staying up three nights with him being a priece of poo and stealing my head from me yet making me fall in love with a lie he had courage. The lady I pay more then half my check to get bossed around by asks me to get in the car n get a soda with her. We get there and I have thoughts like your ugly I love you Halloween she's black I'm not her. Then we pull over and I'm flooded with an emotion that makes me almost piss myself. I loved him. I really loved him. We get back in the. Car and she forces me to go into urgent care reversing with the piece of shit I hurt two much better ppl over. I'll tell u what he can sweet talk all he likes but I think wat gets him is when I stay up for days with those two.it doesn't matter if I'm ugly and nothing beat th.m. I sit-in front of the health clerk as he sits in my body yelling things like ur done your done only for him to move his head for a second.and reveal the better man kicked out of my head. The feeling of no your not done leave the house
Your pretty.why are you paying to be bossed around when you could be talking to him. Yes him . My brain. Praying in silence to the prick that had reversed on me as a woman in the darkness on Christmas Eve. Stick that in your pipe and smoke it.