I Am Thinking Out Loud

So I am now a single mom of two little evil demon children. I never wanted to be in this position but I cant place blame on anyone but myself. I knew what kind of idiot I was with. I knew I should have left before any of it got started and I didn't. I so desperately wanted to believe that I finally had something worth keeping.

I think for now I'm done with men and the concept of love. I've lost myself a long time ago, I don't even know who I am anymore. I think its time I finally did some soul searching.