I Am A Real Werewolf
My Latest Developments... Cause Why Not
So basically it started out with pains in mostly my head,eyes and ears in February last year. No big deal. Yet they became more frequent and more painful, and eventually I've had moments of very severe pains in May 2017... Mostly in my head and teeth. A month later my arms and hands. Both pains in the bones.
So throughout the months I happened to get similar aches in other body parts, with the pain getting worse every time I felt it. Since this year pretty much my entire body, last time everything almost simultaneously, hurt in the bones, with short stings in the muscles, tendons and nerves too. Things hurt from what I didn't even know could actually hurt (like my nails. Sure there's no nerves in the nails themselves but it does feel like they shape and grow at times).
Anyway, I once asked what the most common pre- shifting symptoms were, and to keep it short I've had new ones since the bue super blood moon of January this year, this month I've had all of them.
Now I know shifting and the way one shifts is different per person, but I also heard that your soul partially decides the moment to shift. I felt like my soul thought March was a good moment but called it off at the last minute (a near-shift). It seems that it's possible for your soul to do things like this, something like testing or changing it's mind at the last moment. Like that's possibly why my periods gor so messed up since the blue moon of March. My periods have always occured every fourth week, no exceptions and without taking contraception (I don't do that anyway lmao), but the time I almost shifted I was on my period one week early. It ended the day before the near-shift. The month after it started half a week later (almost back to normal) but this time I have the feeling like it will be a week late ... I have no possible reasons why this could happen other than what happened back in March.
At the beginning of this week, from my memory on the night of first quarter in May, as I told earlier, my body started to hurt all over and for a moment it really felt like I was going to shift or preparing to shift. I'm pretty much done with my finals by now, the only stressful moment I still have is the question whether I'm graduated or not (though I'm not too worried about it). After that I've got approximately two months of summer vacation before another period of stress starts: college. So I'm guessing and hoping I'll shift this summer, cause I dont think I'll know many stress-less moments once I attend college...
I'm being as patient and relaxed as I can, honestly! I have nothing to worry about, and I'm ignoring my patience and tell myself it happens when it happens (and surprisingly, this works).
Well that's it for now, I have even more to say but I would like to know what you guys think of this first. I know this is a lot of information but I'm not going to summarize this even more.
Trolls beware: you will not be paid attention to.
So basically it started out with pains in mostly my head,eyes and ears in February last year. No big deal. Yet they became more frequent and more painful, and eventually I've had moments of very severe pains in May 2017... Mostly in my head and teeth. A month later my arms and hands. Both pains in the bones.
So throughout the months I happened to get similar aches in other body parts, with the pain getting worse every time I felt it. Since this year pretty much my entire body, last time everything almost simultaneously, hurt in the bones, with short stings in the muscles, tendons and nerves too. Things hurt from what I didn't even know could actually hurt (like my nails. Sure there's no nerves in the nails themselves but it does feel like they shape and grow at times).
Anyway, I once asked what the most common pre- shifting symptoms were, and to keep it short I've had new ones since the bue super blood moon of January this year, this month I've had all of them.
Now I know shifting and the way one shifts is different per person, but I also heard that your soul partially decides the moment to shift. I felt like my soul thought March was a good moment but called it off at the last minute (a near-shift). It seems that it's possible for your soul to do things like this, something like testing or changing it's mind at the last moment. Like that's possibly why my periods gor so messed up since the blue moon of March. My periods have always occured every fourth week, no exceptions and without taking contraception (I don't do that anyway lmao), but the time I almost shifted I was on my period one week early. It ended the day before the near-shift. The month after it started half a week later (almost back to normal) but this time I have the feeling like it will be a week late ... I have no possible reasons why this could happen other than what happened back in March.
At the beginning of this week, from my memory on the night of first quarter in May, as I told earlier, my body started to hurt all over and for a moment it really felt like I was going to shift or preparing to shift. I'm pretty much done with my finals by now, the only stressful moment I still have is the question whether I'm graduated or not (though I'm not too worried about it). After that I've got approximately two months of summer vacation before another period of stress starts: college. So I'm guessing and hoping I'll shift this summer, cause I dont think I'll know many stress-less moments once I attend college...
I'm being as patient and relaxed as I can, honestly! I have nothing to worry about, and I'm ignoring my patience and tell myself it happens when it happens (and surprisingly, this works).
Well that's it for now, I have even more to say but I would like to know what you guys think of this first. I know this is a lot of information but I'm not going to summarize this even more.
Trolls beware: you will not be paid attention to.
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