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I'll Keep Your Secret

She and I were talking over a coffee.
I'm listening to her with an objective ear as she talks about how she still has feelings for her previous guy although they aren't as strong but maybe they are still strong; she's still struggling even though she really really likes her new guy he's so sweet and can do everything; she's the luckiest girl to have him.
She then starts on another topic when he walks in with flowers. They're yellow and white, and she loves them.
She kisses him and she has that gleam in her eyes.
He joins us.

Even now I can still see her glowing face as she held the flowers.


I'm such an idiot.



thanks for reading.
SW-User
island: Being a friend is always a good thing.
I don't understand why this would be stupid?
You put another persons feelings above your own, very hard thing to do.
SW-User
@Callme: yeah it's hard. But this won't go any further. It can't.
Purplehaze78 · 46-50, F
Are you hoping that maybe she'll see you as more than a friend someday? Or waiting for the time you get tired of her and finally move on? I think it's time you try a different approach. Just a thought :)
MaryQueenOfScots · 41-45, F
When she takes the bouquet of freshly picked flowers and smells them, she forgets all about the other because since he is there, he does not matter anymore.
Purplehaze78 · 46-50, F
You are a good person and you deserve better. I just hope whatever happens you don't end up being too broken. You are most welcome and i wish you luck.
Darina · F
what do you need?
have you ever thought...that you want...
her bras or a woman who will love you?
I don't understand...
Purplehaze78 · 46-50, F
I was thinking more of creating a distance. Sometimes stepping away makes us see things in a different way.
SW-User
Thanks Epic.
I know I'm being stupid but it won't be like this forever. It'll end. It always does.
Thanks again.
SW-User
@Epic:
Thank you. Thank you very much for your kind words to me. It really means a lot to me.

: )
It's hard when you start out as friends. I've been there and screwed it up.
SW-User
Purplehaze78: It's odd.
Yes I want to tell her because obviously I want her to know.
No I don't want to tell her because truthfully it would put her in an emotional dead end alleyway. She wouldn't know which way to turn and it would be probably the worst thing that could happen at this time.
Logically I won't tell her-that's putting my selfish needs ahead of friendship.
I will not do that.


Thank you.
Darina · F
yes..your choice...
other friends you don't need...ok
You're not an idiot.. You're just too nice.. :(
Darina · F
Yes, you're such an idiot...
SW-User
@xal132: She needs someone to listen to her; someone who's not trying to get under her bra or into her pants. I'm that someone. I listen to her without prejudice as she talks about things going on in her life. That's what she needs.
SW-User
Purplehaze78 - The time will come when she won't need me anymore.
I know that.
She'll go on with her life and I'll continue with mine.
I know that.

Thank you for your thoughtful suggestions.
SW-User
@xal132: This isn't about what I want. It's about what she needs.
SW-User
@xal132: True but she needs me to be a friend. I'll be her friend.

 
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