I Don't Quite Know How to Say How I Feel

I guess it comes to pros n cons

1 I would like some freedom n contentment in my life
2 Avoid toxic annoying people
3 Hope to retire meager but efficient.
4 Maybe have myblife back as In wish it too be

I wish my husband wasn't so ill w pain n arthritis.. Along with other health problems. I wish we could enjoy the same things n he had more enthusiasm.
He cannot for his problems..

There has to be a light at the end of the tunnel ah one day I WILL BE FREE