I Am a Control Freak

so the thing was, i planned it for like months ago, and then he told me it has to be altered because of external factors, which i think he should be able to adjust on his end.
im trying to understand it now by typing this. i just got upset mainly because it's a change of plan. and im not coping as good as i want it to when it comes to changing something ive been nurturing for so long.