I Am Dead Inside

and so im here to piss and moan a bit more, soon I will have lost all remnants and i'll be nothing. but please endure my bleeding heart for a bit longer, (I'm sure to bleed out eventually) I was right about everything, my mistake was listening to someone and believing I was worth anything. in this struggle I lost everything good, I am left hopeless, faithless, I developed scars, trust issues, I get to be cynical and succumb to the darkness without feeling any extra self loathing, no wings to fly. I am left with nothing but ashes from all the truths I held and see them now as lies.