I Express My Feelings Through Writing

I’m living on borrowed time as my life is simply not my own. I am lifeless as I struggle to do the simplest things. I sit for unaccounted for time in my day and just stare doing nothing as I often run from the tidal wave of thoughts feelings and emotions that way away at my resolve. I am here alone and while others surround with their unending unyielding love I feel like an outcast wondering why I wasn’t included in death.