I Have Gender Dysphoria

This is going to be my longest story, documenting my gender dysphoria from about 10/11 to the present day, previously I wrote about my mental illnesses, any previous drug usage/consumption, trans girl dating and my former friends, now, I will discuss how my life is being shaped by my gender dysphoria and what my goals and aims are by documenting them and documenting my transition into womanhood, at present I am yet to still get a diagnosis for my gender dysphoria, so anyway at around 10 I already had feelings that something was wrong, I was alienated from within the school and had little friends, I later had a more conservative minded friend who derided the transgender community, so he eventually dropped me when year 10 began, which, is when I became really depressed, but when puberty began at 11, I didn't like it at all, when I turned 13, when I started to grow facial hair and my arm hair grew even darker, I started to get moody and when I turned 14, I pretty much screwed up my year 8, so, when I turned 17, I started to cross-dress, by wearing panties, although, this past year I haven't been cross-dressing as much, not even part-time, when I turned 19, I started to buy dresses and jewellery, which, I told my mom and she helped me return them in october 2015, then I came out to my mom that I'm transgender, around july 2016, guys, I know this isn't written well, but at the moment, its the best I can write, with the circumstances that I live here, at home