I wish I were brutally raped as a child and sold into sexually slavery. I was an ugly little kid, grew up the same way. Always being sexually abused and drugged by my Foster Mother and her two boyfriends and second one's entire family while I'm having seizures, all secretly.
I have nothing and my entire neighborhood is against me because of a bad reputation my Foster Mother served me. Today I am nothing.
Maybe people wouldn't turn their backs on me the way they do today. Maybe someone would've believed me. Maybe people wouldn't make such negative comments on my stories, when they're all true. Most likely, it would've been my Indian Hindu Foster Mother from India's Caucasian boyfriend's family to human traffick me. I would've been better off as a five year old being human trafficked rather than a 30 year old without a future and being more than ready to die at any time. I'm the only child who deserved to be human trafficked at 5 years old, the only child to be human trafficked on the whole. I was severely sexually preoccupied due to being drugged by my Foster Mother's very first White boyfriend, it would've paid off well anyway. Men would've paid a high price for me because I'm young. I wish I could take the hard hit for every child out there being human trafficked, children don't deserve to be human trafficked. They need an education. They need love, peace, proper clothing to wear, good food, and a proper shelter. I was never deserving of all those things and I should've been human trafficked. I should've been sexually satisfying men, yes, at 5 years old.