I think that if I were to ever eventually hook up with a White guy (somewhere in my youth or childhood - if ever) White People on the whole would never be happy because I'm not a Real Indian.
Of course, I won't hook up with any guy in my right mind if I have debt to pay and no job. I also need to pursue an education...I don't know if these are the reasons many White people don't want for me to hook up with any of their own, and I know that I also need to lose a shit load of weight, plus I'm not a real Indian, I'm what Indian Hindus from India consider a "Ni66er" and an "Untouchable" because my ancestors were slaves from no place but India.
I'm sorry for being who I am White folks...I hope myself being what Indian Hindus from India consider Black a sin for you, since you're so in love with them. I don't want to be a burden to you White people because I'm not a real Indian.