So the past month or so ive found myself being swallowed by the endless pit that is the abyss that claims so many victims. But today i had a thought and I'm gonna share it with you all..
Ok, i feel like, moodwise, I'm getting worse. I feel like me, but not the me that everyone else likes and wants. I feel like in the process of growing up, i lost sense of the real me and that's why i got so low.
The fact that i felt better after dying my hair and i feel better sitting in my hoodie with the hood up I wonder if i should start embracing the old me again coz, i have a feeling that high school Kyle, is the real Kyle.
And since dying my hair and giving in a little more to my darker personality each day, i feel less like I need to cut and more like i need to write again.
I hope some of you can relate to this and hopefully figure out yourselves.....