I’m in a weird moodAnd it’s hard to describe it. I know anxiety is part of it, but only part. That’s why I haven’t been here as much lately. The holidays? Maybe. I usually enjoy the holidays, but I’m always a little bit glad when they’re over and things can get back... See More »
I’m in a weird moodAnxiety about the future hardly ever goes away anymore. Lately my stomach has been upset and I haven’t slept well. Usually I say I want to rewind all the way back in my life, and do it over again - knowing what I know now. But right at this moment,... See More »
I Am In a Really Weird MoodNot necessarily a bad mood, just a weird mood. I caught a beer buzz and watched “Hamilton” on Disney+ with Mr. Kat.
I Am In a Really Weird MoodI’m in a weird mood. I have a job interview Monday, and I don’t really want the job - but I probably need the job. Mr. Kat and I are watching Bladerunner right now. I love that movie - but it’s not exactly conducive to getting out of a weird mood... See More »
I Am In a Really Weird MoodYes, I am. For some reason, Sunday and Monday are the two worst days of the week for me. That’s been true most of my life. Now that everything has gotten weird, I find it’s even more true. I haven’t gotten much done today. I watched the Queen’s... See More »
I Am In a Really Weird MoodYes, I am. I don’t know what I want. I miss the past, but I can’t get it back. I’m apprehensive about the future. So I should stay in the present, right? Maybe I should try to go to sleep. To quote David Bowie, “I don’t want to go out...I don’t wan... See More »
I Am In a Really Weird MoodNot bad...not good...very relaxed and rather fatalistic. How can life contain such beauty and such horror? To quote the Police, “There’s a skeleton choking on a crust of bread.”
I Am In a Really Weird MoodNot necessarily a “bad” mood. Just a weird mood. And I don’t want anything weird to happen right now. I don’t think I could handle it.