I Am Going Through A Hard Time Trying To Move On
They say in spiritually ... That ur done with something when ur ready to move on...
Obviously I'm not quite there yet.
All I wanted for so long was answers. I just wanted to know why you would say the things you said and then just leave. That wasn't fair. I just wanted an answer and u couldn't even give me that. I told myself countless times that not getting an answer, is an answer itself. I should have taken that for what it was worth and force myself to move on but I still don't want it to be over...
Everytime I start to move on.. You come back! And it rehatchs everything! All of the feelings start rushing back. At first it's the butterflies, then it feels like they just died inside of u. Then I start replaying every situation and wonder if I just did one thing differently, if that would have been enough to make you stay. It's sad the thoughts that go running through my mind because of someone u love.
Obviously I'm not quite there yet.
All I wanted for so long was answers. I just wanted to know why you would say the things you said and then just leave. That wasn't fair. I just wanted an answer and u couldn't even give me that. I told myself countless times that not getting an answer, is an answer itself. I should have taken that for what it was worth and force myself to move on but I still don't want it to be over...
Everytime I start to move on.. You come back! And it rehatchs everything! All of the feelings start rushing back. At first it's the butterflies, then it feels like they just died inside of u. Then I start replaying every situation and wonder if I just did one thing differently, if that would have been enough to make you stay. It's sad the thoughts that go running through my mind because of someone u love.
36-40, F
