I'm Super Sensitive

So last night i snuck out and spent $30 dollars on an uber to see my friend at 1am, we attempted to do the dirties, but it was so hot in his apartment, he about passed out aha. Then we went to bed, but that goober didnt even hold me or anything while we slept. (He usually does) We watched youtube vids until we fell asleep, and this morning he made me leave at 7am, and i had to uber it to my moms, only $12. He walked me out but didnt even say bye. Wtf dude. I know youre going through shit rn, but you dont have to make me feel bad. I feel like he didnt even want me there and I literally cried so hard when i got home. Im usually all happy when we part ways bc we had a good time. Instead, I cried on and off all morning until i had to go to work. I feel i wasted $40.. but i do love him in a way. (Not in a romantic way, just in a friend way) i even have a lil tattoo for him on my ankle.