I Hate Reading

WHY OH WHY DO I READ?!
I LOVE READING BUT I HATE IT! 😭😭😭 some books are so sad that I'll never get over them - but you know what I do? I freaking read them again! What the heck is wrong with me?!
I only have to look at a particularly sad book once and remember what happens to break down crying. Many non-readers don't understand what other readers and I go through to read. A book is not just filled with words on paper, and only if you are a reader, will you understand that.