I Have No One To Love Or No One To Love Me
This is one of the real story of my life out of 5
5. [b]No Love For Me[/b]
Mysteriously, for about as long as i lived I had noticed that female are kept away from me when i fall in love with them.. i mean they like me and all but the events that takes place after that, going round about to make me look as a culprit into their eyes or trying to remove them away from me by moving them away to live other long distant places, or people coming in between at exactly the very moment i want to take my relationship ahead and what not. I was in love with a girl in school and many things came in between, the one thing i notices that each year the distance between me and her kept increasing, first she stated with going into different section of class division in my school days, then she moved to other town, and after 15 years she lives in other country.. I never made a Girlfriend in like forever but once i really made one when i was 28 (30 now), also mysteriously she was too perfect and everything went well except for that she fought over silly things and then one day she lost love for me because some or the other sad things happening in her life making her think i am wrong for her, or too hurting, etc made her lose love for me even when we were so into eachother, and she surprised me with a breakup when nothing wrong was happening and then she left me. I mean that's all i said is somewhat meaning less but the events that took place to make that happen, and the event that took place to make sure she never tries to like or return to me after that.. is more hurting than ever. Actually this happened 9 months ago. Still sad how life pushes people away. Also During this time i met a girl having almost same personality like her and everything, i was her friend and the moment i started liking her, she blocks me away without giving me any reasons. So yeah.. strangely Girls are kept away from my life especially the one i love or fall in love with. It's sad for me and hurting too, I totally got no issues making guys as my friend.. But sadly I am lonely, not many friends (they only guys) , also money is also kept away from me. I don't know why i am confined. I feel like I am some kind of powerful object that universe is hiding and keeping safe away from the world xD .. But I wish I find love especially I wish love find me now.. I hope I wish..
5. [b]No Love For Me[/b]
Mysteriously, for about as long as i lived I had noticed that female are kept away from me when i fall in love with them.. i mean they like me and all but the events that takes place after that, going round about to make me look as a culprit into their eyes or trying to remove them away from me by moving them away to live other long distant places, or people coming in between at exactly the very moment i want to take my relationship ahead and what not. I was in love with a girl in school and many things came in between, the one thing i notices that each year the distance between me and her kept increasing, first she stated with going into different section of class division in my school days, then she moved to other town, and after 15 years she lives in other country.. I never made a Girlfriend in like forever but once i really made one when i was 28 (30 now), also mysteriously she was too perfect and everything went well except for that she fought over silly things and then one day she lost love for me because some or the other sad things happening in her life making her think i am wrong for her, or too hurting, etc made her lose love for me even when we were so into eachother, and she surprised me with a breakup when nothing wrong was happening and then she left me. I mean that's all i said is somewhat meaning less but the events that took place to make that happen, and the event that took place to make sure she never tries to like or return to me after that.. is more hurting than ever. Actually this happened 9 months ago. Still sad how life pushes people away. Also During this time i met a girl having almost same personality like her and everything, i was her friend and the moment i started liking her, she blocks me away without giving me any reasons. So yeah.. strangely Girls are kept away from my life especially the one i love or fall in love with. It's sad for me and hurting too, I totally got no issues making guys as my friend.. But sadly I am lonely, not many friends (they only guys) , also money is also kept away from me. I don't know why i am confined. I feel like I am some kind of powerful object that universe is hiding and keeping safe away from the world xD .. But I wish I find love especially I wish love find me now.. I hope I wish..
