I Love Being Slutty

I love being slutty and the more I fuck and am treated like a slut, the more I behave sluttier. I would be a complete whore but being a BBW I get nervous about rejection so I don't always show off how slutty I am. Sometimes I just want to offer my holes to random guys but get to scared to do so. I like to go on Craigslist and answer posts and post my own but I often bail when I know I should be, and want to be meeting every guy that reaponds. I wish I had a guy like my ex that used to be there to watch me fuck other guys. I felt safe and had his support so it was much easier to be a dirty slut without the inhibitions. Ahh I will keep working on it cuz I enjoy each meet I do and want to do more. I feel so good servicing cock and the more I meet the more I want but as soon as I have a break it takes me a bit to get back into it. I think it's part of my need to be verbally abused and humiliated. To me if I'm being called a slut, whore, fuckpig, piggy, cumdumpster, etc while being fucked I know the guy likes that and it's like a compliment to me and I can be the dirty cock slut I am without any worries. Too bad it's so hard to find men to call me dirty names in person.