I Have Inner Demons

I've been starting hating so many things. I get pissed off easily and annoyed to things or people around me.

I am scared that these demons inside me are eating my soul and my heart. I can't help myself.. I wake up every morning with so much pain and hatred in my heart. I hate being like this. I hate myself.

I blame those people who hurt me. I curse them! I hate them seeing how happy they are while I'm miserable and in pain.

How am I going to fight these demons if I am one of them?