I Am Healed By the Stripes of Jesus

Hello friends, please excuse my typing errors. I am typing on my cell phone. I want you to know I choose to live for Jesus. There has been a time when I actually said to God I don't want to talk to you anymore because you allowed this to happen. To this day my friends, I struggle not to get upset because I cant figure him out.Why does the god I always hear to be so good allow certain things to happen? Myself friends, if only you knew how many hours I sat up one night and prayed for my father to live and get healed but he died anyway.That really hurt. it wasn't until years later when God began to reveal things. He gave me inner peace. He showed me that I will not always have the answers to everything and when I get to heaven I can ask him anything and hell show me why he allowed things. And I will probably be say oh so that's why you allowed...But in the mean time God wants me to trust him. He knows what hes doing. And he gives me the strength and peace to face whatever he allows. There are different reasons for negative things that happen.Some things He has nothing to do with but he allows for a reason. It may be to get someone's attention to change their life and so they can get saved from hell. He may allow someone to die early maybe because he sees the future and they may stray from God later and not ever come back to Christ. He may have to move someone out of the way for something to be accomplished.bGod allows something's because he wants us to have free will. He had no intentions of creating humans wired to do everything he wants. He wants us to love and choose him freely not by force or because we are wired to do it. I don't have all the answers my friend. But what I do know is that we can trust Jesus . He knows what's he's doing. We may not always agree but he will give us strength and peace to face whatever he allows. We can pray for God to change the situation. Sometimes he does and sometimes he doesn't. I don't know the mind of Christ and I'm okay with that now because I can find out later.

english · 56-60, M

it seemed a better way ,when first i heard him speak ,but now its much to late to turn the other cheek , it sounded like truth it seemed a better way ,but its not the truth today.😕

Kellieca · 26-30, F

@english sounds like a poem. Stay safe my brother. Pray pray pray each day. Don't forget. He wants to hear from you

english · 56-60, M

@Kellieca I wonder what it was i wonder what he meant first he spoke on love,then he spoke on death,it sounded like the truth it seemed a better way, sounded like truth but its not the truth today,i better hold my tongue i better take my place, lift this glass of blood ,try and say the grace.