Have you ever sat in the The seat of desolation, void of light,?

rckt148 · 61-69, M

I have been in a very dark place for 2 years if that is what you mean
my pistol close by and pictures of my kids and a Bible
afraid to read the Bible and cussing and blaming God
thankful I had my kids for a reason to hold on

puck61

@spandexblue: Ouch. Someone shot my best friend in the head with a black powder rig in 04. It's a hell of thing to deal with emotional investment and mortality. I hope you pulled out okay..

spandexblue · 36-40, M

I did eventually. I still have scars though. I hope you are doing better after such a massive loss. The one thing I did that seemed to help but sounds crazy is I talked to my friend like he was with me even after the loss. I did that for months. I still do on occasion just to clear my head. It actually helps. If nothing more it kept me from totally loosing it.