I Hate My Body

Living in a nightmare that never seems to end. Can't get away from mirrors and reflections. I hate the mere sight of me. I'm disgusting, ugly and vulgar. I can't bear to see my reflection. I hate photos. When I look in the mirror I only see imperfection after imperfection. So much so, that I want to punish myself. Lately, I feel like its too late to fix anything. I'll never be whole. I'll never like myself, let alone be loved by someone else. If there was a quit button, I would've pressed it long ago. Not matter how hard I try to fix my body, nothing works!! I've tried everything! It's frustrating beyond belief. I just continue to become more repulsive. I'm doomed.