I Have Lost a Friend

I know its crazy and I don't know what has happened. Because I just don't understand, after being friends for years and touching grounds that only 3 have touched now. You walk away and like nothing happened and take those years with you. Its crazy how one person influenced you to walk away from me but just know I will wait for you. I know it will take time but I'm willing to just wait for you and make sure your safe and if your down I'll pick you up. I am starting to feel numb and carry this hurt with me. Maybe it was something I did that didn't help either but still you know. We were family, well to me you are still family idk what you think of me now. But like I said I'm not going anywhere. I will bring back up when your down. I will do my best to protect you and make you smile. Just know that whatever your doing I want you to be safe.It hurts that you just walked away, and took part of my heart with you. I just hope this temporarily but it doesn't matter because I will still wait for you.