I Want Affection, Closeness, Intimacy

as, I was a E P... member known as dutch-lass, I put my thoughts, on this site.. SW..
and I have found some real nice people, I can relate to..
what is a nice feeling, have, been disappointed and hurt, my life is complexed, difficult to have a relationship. but try to get over it, and so far met only nice people on here....