I Am At Last At Peace Within Myself

I feel like fading off into the back ground all over again. my mind is quiet (which is good) sometimes i don't wana talk every day. I don't always want to be available. I just want to focus on my life right now. I'm not necessarily falling into depression. i'm just.... idk. at peace? maybe? i dont feel as if i'm loosing my grip with reality. but i'm comfortable with where i am at. I'm focused on my education. I dont really want to work hard at a job like i used to. I'm living at home and i'm okay with that. i'm focused on my education and my getting healthier mentally. I've accepted that I have to go to therapy. and i'm okay with that. I like my therapist. I've worked so hard at everything my entire life. and i just ... want to relax for a year or so. and focus... just on peace... and my hobbies. I graduate this year ... and i'll be graduating next spring also.... so..... why should i focus on anything else right now. i just want to take a year or two off and just focus on my family, education, and goals for myself.
i'm ... just at peace.