I Am Not Happy With My Life As It Is

Coulda shoulda woulda been at a better financial stance if i woulda never listened to my ex and woulda been a chef by now making pretty good money. He told me to go to college instead to become a white collar so that i can be on his level. He said he would leave me if i am not a college graduate. Even though, my career goal was to be a culinary chef who would soon open up her own restaurant. I was pursuing the culinary trade, i was going for a certificate not an associate's or bachelor's degree. I wanted to focus more on the hands on aspect of being a chef.

Silly stupid me listened to my ex because i was IN LOVE . i go to college for an associate's.... Took me 3 years and still couldn't finish it because i had to work and go to school to the point i got anxiety i had to take a break from it. My ex left me anyway right before i Even started college but i still went through with it because i wanted to be "more intelligent" and be "successful" .

I realize now culinary arts is my passion. I'm getting that certificate and then do what i love... Cooking beautiful colorful delicious dishes. I'm happier in a kitchen than i am in a damn office doing spreadsheets.