I Have Been Told I Look Like a Celebrity

I don't even want to join that group. I need to lie that down, honestly, as I have been able to process and put words on what I feel, hard for me.

I have been told, for so long, that I look like Dana Scully, not Gillian Anderson though. I was in hard denial, for a long time. I don't really know why. Objectively, Scully is pretty, intelligent, honest, compassionate, brave and resilient. I thought, she's also lonely, scared and anxious. And not the best communicator, really bad-tempered sometimes.

I thought it was because I saw bad things in the mirror. But no. I've actually learned a lot from these, and improved things.

I feel ashamed. For no reason, none I can grasp. But there's always a reason. I think it's fear. Still processing.