I Have Days When I'm Sad

I went to Dean's grave today and tidied it up and put down some fresh flowers. I sat for a while just talking to him and I hope he could hear me in his little piece of heaven.

I told him how well Dylan is doing at school. I told him that Dylan is loving watching the World Cup.

I told him that I had joined Similar Worlds and write posts about him a lot. I told him how supportive and nice people here have been.

I told him how much I miss him and that nobody could ever replace him.

I promise myself every week I go to see him that I won't cry and every week I fail.

I can never let him go and I don't ever want to.

Love from Jen xx