I Am Jealous

Okay i am crazy right i love love love to bake a lot like that is what brought me and my boyfriend together is that i love to bake and he is a chef so perfect right? it is long distance right now and his birthday is coming up is it weird that when he told me one of his friends who is female is making him a birthday cake i dont know why this bothers me so much... i wish it didnt it shouldnt thats great that he will have a great cake from a pastry chef ugh why is this bothering me?