I Am Jealous

I am a very jealous person. I hate this feeling I hate it so much. I hate feeling small and insignificant and so so inferior to others. I know that no one is perfect but im so far from it....so very far. Today i asked myself how can i stop being jealous of people so that i can stop feeling this about myself i realized the only way to be free from my compulsive jealously is to love myself and to be happy with my life, accept the things i can not change... but that doesn't seem possible i hate myself in every way i hate my voice, my hair, my skin, my feet,my height, my weight, my personality, my soul everything...i hate my life so how can i be set free from the feeling of jealousy? How can i accept the things that hurt me? How do i stop comparing myself to others and feeling small and worthless? How do i stop the burning sick sensation i get in my chest when someone who i deem to be better then me is around? Im stuck completely.. and utterly stuck I dont know how to change. I dont know how to make it stop. I just dont want to feel the agonizing rage of jealousy anymore. I [i]need[/i] it to end.