I Am Going to Rant For a Minute
So. It's been awhile since I've posted anything like this, but here goes. If you're wanting to read an insight into my personal life here it is. Maybe you're bored, whatever, here it is.
So, I believe I've struggle with depression a lot lately. Anytime there are major changes, my anxiety goes through the roof, but I've rarely ever been able to say I've 'been depressed'. How does a person know? I get that when you go through an episode from time yo time it's noticeable, but is it affecting me every day in different ways? It's just stupid is all. Also, people do have disorders where that is all they feel I know, but for someone who doesn't 'feel depressed' very often, I never feel quite right. Even if I'm fed and warm, most of my bills paid, I never just feel good anymore. It sucks to never have a day where you can say, "I feel great and nothing feels/is wrong with me!" Rant over for now.
So, I believe I've struggle with depression a lot lately. Anytime there are major changes, my anxiety goes through the roof, but I've rarely ever been able to say I've 'been depressed'. How does a person know? I get that when you go through an episode from time yo time it's noticeable, but is it affecting me every day in different ways? It's just stupid is all. Also, people do have disorders where that is all they feel I know, but for someone who doesn't 'feel depressed' very often, I never feel quite right. Even if I'm fed and warm, most of my bills paid, I never just feel good anymore. It sucks to never have a day where you can say, "I feel great and nothing feels/is wrong with me!" Rant over for now.
31-35, M
