Struggling

So today I’m struggling with my weight as I gained 2 pounds this week. I know it’s not a huge gain but to me I feel like it is because I’m trying to get a goal that I set for myself but honestly I don’t think I’m going to hit it unfortunately. My husband is so supportive of me and my goals. Tomorrow is my doctor’s appointment and I want to impress her but honestly I don’t know. My mind is going crazy I wish I could turn it off but my anxiety won’t allow it.