I Am Lonley

commitment, is such a terminal issue, one that has remained in vengeance within me, through out my adolescence, iv'e always adverted, away from intimacy, it suffocates, my mere existence, it terrains, my endless thoughts of self doubt, one i obtained through countless, experiences, one that has dulled my mere soul, to seek the loneliness within, and embrace, the fear others so helplessly, try to escape, in companionship, in love, a nonexistent,word with no concrete meaning, in void, i found the solace of loneliness kin to death's embrace, loneliness is such a profound, word with no subtle, remark, loneliness encased me in the dark, engorged in suicidal embarks, trudging towards a black hole, with no ending, consuming me more till, sadness caved in, tears began streaming, this hopeless, terrain, my dark thoughts, inescapable pain, lonely, i remain