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I Am Lonley

I never felt like I truly belonged. Not even in my own home. It’s a weird way to feel. I put this in the Lonely category cause that’s probably it. I never have that “home” feeling. Always alone. On my own. Doing my own thing. That’s how it’s always been.

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eftelingrose · 26-30, F

Dear Sb356,

I have felt this way a lot, and please know that you are not the only person who can feel this way. I am used to feeling uncomfortable around a lot of other people, and that I clash with them at times. It also depends on who I am with, too. I can see why you would put your message in the Lonely category. Most of the time for almost the past two years, I myself prefer to be alone in real life, and do my own thing. It feels so right to me, even when people notice that I am gone. I guess I feel that I need my own space [i]big time[i][/i][/i], especially as I am growing up and away from my family. At the same time, though, that isn’t to say that I miss being around people ever, and I acknowledge that I need the presence of others who I love at certain times to accompany the appropriate times of my chosen solitude in life. I don’t mean to misunderstand you, also, and I hope that I’m not giving you that vibe.

Please take care, and I hope that wherever you are, that you are able to find somewhere where you can truly grasp that sense of belonging that you have been looking for. Please take care, my friend. I hope that this helps! God bless you. 🙂

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lovingdead · 31-35, M

Can I request you to name 5 things about yourself that you like?

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Sb356 · 26-30, F

@lovingdead yes it’s agonizing. Makes me feel horrible. Geez

lovingdead · 31-35, M

@Sb356 the silence can get so loud, the emptiness can fill you.

Sb356 · 26-30, F

Yeah, I tried to lie to myself as much as possible (I do that often but starting to realize it isn’t healthy.) in hopes of convincing myself that I’m fine on my own but it doesn’t completely work and then I’m back to square one... the truth is, I’m tired of being lonely. @lovingdead

PhoenixPhail · M

I could have written that. It's exactly how I've been my entire life.

Sb356 · 26-30, F

@PhoenixPhail it sucks. It doesn’t feel good. Im in kind of a transitional period at the moment so I suppose I’ll feel a little better once I get a groove going, socially.

PhoenixPhail · M

@Sb356 Please feel free to PM me if you would like to talk.

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