I Miss the Way Life Use to Be

I miss how life use to be before my dad passed away. It’s kinda hard to believe it’s been over a year already.
Back then I would fall asleep downstairs on the sofa with him while watching tv. I miss coming home to have someone there waiting for me. I use to be a kind of clingy child even though I could be very independent. But since he’s gone I do everything my self and not have anyone to be there for me