I Love You

It's a rough day for me today, not sure why. My feelings haven't changed, even after all this time. I will never wish anything bad for you, but to say that I'm happy for you is a stretch. Every once in awhile I imagine you having erectile dysfunction and dementia, but that wouldn't make me happy either. It really doesn't matter anymore. We were everything and then within 24 hours we were nothing. It's good that you are happy because it's come at a high price for me.