I Feel Like No One Understands Me Sometimes

it's more Like no one sees that probably I am getting hurt and i just dont show it probably because I don't tell it to anyone. Everyone "understands" till one point they do after that they expect me to do something I can't do alone, moving on and after that if I do try to express they say relax and go to sleep for sometime and then act like nothiing happened more like I express my care and I don't know for what reason I'm not shown that in anyway as far as I can see. I mean that when I say I love you, just hearing that calm down and after trying to show it through many ways I just can't see it coming back. Hearing move on and reelax and sleep and forrgeett it's not easy right otherwise I wouldn't be expressing it to you right. In the end noonee looks beyond the fake smiling mask I wear everyday because no one wants to understand after a point and btw sleeping or relaxing doesn't help and probably the support i dont ask for in a direct way I guess I need it but in the end go to sleep and we'll talk later and you're cute to care and love me so much but in the end she just wantts to be with jerks who hurtt Her probably you should see that there is someone who promised he wouldn't but still in the end no one wants to hear from the kid who's pressing all the frustration and angerr inside him even when I express I'm sick and tired of hearing relax and we'll talk later and then just acting like nothing happened aweesome I just dont show but after a point probably fakiing is the best way So that people stay near you beecause everyone loves me when I'm happy but when i want to exprress Or I'm sad and I hear relax I just seeing them turning thieerr backs and walking awway :p nice new best friends I gueess strange and unexplainable because no one was there to sort it outt probably if we wouldvee talked once properly I'd shoow yyou how much ii love yyou and that I'd never hurtt you and I'm wayyy beetter than the jerks who left you but she doesn't see I guess and it hurts a lot more than anyone can imagine