I Have Been Through The Dark Night Of The Soul

Hello SW,

I am lost most of the time, but yet I feel calm and relaxed which to me feels like a very odd combination. I am posting here to hear the community and what others who have been or are still going through a shift that leaves them changed. Mostly looking at the Dark Night of the Soul and any Spiritual Crises.

Has any one else felt calm while going through the dark night? Am I still experiencing it if I feel this way? I feel something deep is missing and empty at times though and when the calm goes away I feel more of the pain and suffering of being a live. The cycles repeat...

I feel that the dark night is a dark night if it contains all the suffering, walking through the darkness with no relief.

One thing is for sure, God feels like a distant place that I want to know, connect and love.

Looking for shared stories and support.

Thank you!