I Am At War With Good And Evil Inside Of Me
I am. it's driving me crazy.
I hate what part of me wants to do. it makes me feel sick. as fun as it sounds I know it's wrong. it kills me that I actually want to. we all have evil desires I suppose. I just can't stop thinking about mine. I just hope and pray eventually this war inside me stops and the desire goes away for good. I don't want to have this inside me anymore. I don't tell anyone about it because I already struggle with it enough. I don't need people making me feel even worse than I already do.
I hate what part of me wants to do. it makes me feel sick. as fun as it sounds I know it's wrong. it kills me that I actually want to. we all have evil desires I suppose. I just can't stop thinking about mine. I just hope and pray eventually this war inside me stops and the desire goes away for good. I don't want to have this inside me anymore. I don't tell anyone about it because I already struggle with it enough. I don't need people making me feel even worse than I already do.
31-35, M
