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I Am Back Online After A Long Absence

I had left Similar world's because people had been rude and nasty and had been affecting my mood. In my absence I had been diagnosed with critical depression and had been placed in a mental institution for a month and a half. Then my girlfriend now ex had dumped me after our two year anniversary saying me being depressed had been putting a strain on the relationship that made everything worse. Then my friends now exes had all abandoned me one by one to which I'm now alone because my family doesn't understand I had been in the dark lately and sleeping extremely late I did self harm a bit and I had also have been getting nightmares constantly. My hair had been falling out first in strands then mild clumps from the increasing stress. Nobody wanted to talk to me and any friends I made online and in real life couldn't keep a conversation with me for more then 30 minutes before getting tired of me and leaving so now I just spend my days alone and depressed to which I will also spend Christmas time but nobody cares it's always about them never others but I don't know why I'm posting this nobody will read or care about this anyways 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

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SW-User

I feel kind of the same as you described in the end. A "friend" said we wouldn't talk anymore to me today and basically that they don't care.

I hope you can find good people. You seem strong. Those who left don't deserve you at your best. I'm sorry this happened to you. Also, your username is cool. Good luck to you 🍀

SladetheMentor · 26-30, M

Thank you and I wish that was true

SW-User

@SladetheMentor: wish what was true?

SladetheMentor · 26-30, M

That I could find or deserve good friends

SW-User

@SladetheMentor: I think you can. Then again, I say this and feel the same about myself.

SladetheMentor · 26-30, M

@Pseudonym: people like me deserve nothing

SW-User

@SladetheMentor: idk that, but that's a harsh thing to say. I feel the same a lot. I feel you feel that way, why not try to earn everything you want then?

SladetheMentor · 26-30, M

@Pseudonym: I don't know how too I thought I knew what I wanted but I don't know sadly

SW-User

@SladetheMentor: Oh, then you can figure it out. It might take a while, but it's possible. Once you know, you can start going for it. I think you should take a break for now though. You've had a rough time.

SladetheMentor · 26-30, M

True I've had been indeed