I Sometimes Go Overboard When Expressing Myself

I don't know how to explain this in away you or anyone else will or would understand. I have shared things about my life and expressed many things with you about myself that i don't generally share with people. I have put myself out there and have expressed my feelings numerous times to the point where I think maybe I have scared you away to a point. I know I have been over powering at times but I can't help making it known how much I appreciate our friendship and you as a person. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to tell you how you make me feel but I know its not going to be reciprocated and knowing that, hurts. It's like I love to much, of course being a Scorpio, if you believe in astrological signs doesn't help. I'm getting lost and letting my feelings get the best of me. I don't want these feelings getting in the way of our friendship. But I know I can't suppress them. *Sigh*