Oh wow!!! One of the best poems I've read this year... definitely among the top on SW.
Lovely way to express the distraught feeling that comes from emotional numbness. Great control of metre and rhyme, too, which is so rare in poetry these days.
Just one suggestion - if I got the poem right, shouldn't the word "steal" in the second verse be spelt "steel"? That and the missing apostrophe in "Nothings", if I may nit pick.