I Wish Life Came With a "Delete" Button

I never stopped wanting the best for u, even when I felt u hated me. U expressed to feel a certain "love-hate" for me at some point. My only conclusion for that was that u indeed loved me, but u hated me because u couldn't trust me. I lost ur trust in a way only u and I know, but u have to understand that only occurred as a result of what u had done first... Some realizations occur to late. Everyone tried to warn me, but I was convinced I could prove them all wrong.. And now, the jokes on me.