I Like to Think

The job I have currently doesn't lend itself to anytime for me to think. I'm constantly on auto pilot and following a set way of doing things all the time. At my last job where I worked at a desk and did some more mundane repetitive work I was granted some leeway. I could write and think and compose my thoughts as they flowed in and I was more thorough I feel. Now the only chance I get to express myself is once a week, because of the hours I work. It's important for me to be able to be with my thoughts and investigate them, seeing where they lead. I need that time and space to be able to do this. This aside from the labor I do is more exhausting for me. I need to know what I'm thinking not just doing. It's becoming burdensome. Sigh...